long time nvr update ler..
exam finally end for me but tests r coming up...=x then todae got prelim timetable also...so fast n so much work to do!!!anywayx i shall be v guai from now onwards n stop watching tv n start mugging!!!but....tt doesnt mean that i cant do hw in front of tv!haha itz onli not watching when i sit down take out notes n study...doing hw is different..so is actually now still watching abit but when more revision comes n i really sit down n read all the stuffs i shall stop tv-ing!
went to pre-order my zen v plus but nt successful cause using voucher muz pay when goods come so is like they gt my form but i didnt pay n they will call once the goods arrive so confirm i will get de=)
nowadays go sch is tired tired n tired..xy sae i look v panda todae leh!!how come ar i thot i slept quite early then ben also ask me is nvr slp or kanna beaten up by others...=x
now chem v hiong ar gt the new teacher v nice but fierce..but i think she can really help us..she really v concerned with our class or else wont always scold us for being slack n laid back...
ok my sis juz gave us a big surprise by appearing at the door when her flight was supposed to be like at nite then reach one...
back to me..haha i juz noe next week gotta do morning assembly duties...dunno y v against tt idea maybe cause alot ppl noe me then like to make fun of me so make me pretty scared...then last yr when we heard gt this thing i alr like told frank i dun wanna do one..then juz now he sae if can will help me lo..moreover nxt week onli 3 daes left..but the rest make me feel v bad like y i make him do my work for me all those...haixx
then todae someone even tell me things like eh y i nvr hear u talk during meeting last time one ar always frank talk..i was wondering...huh i host the meeting u nvr hear me talk?izzit frank talk v seldom so once he talk u will notice it huh?i wonder y all my juniors like to put me down one ar?they love to make fun of me cause they nvr see me flare up izzit..things like technical stuffs i noe lesser then frank they also wan sae then y muz always compare us?is the p n vp so worth u all comparing?they see wat he do but do they see wat i do?i noe i shouldnt bother lo since i noe i did my best n gave all my best n wat i could to the cca le but they really make me sound tt im so useless in the cca n stuffs lo like i did nth like tt..fine lo shall nt bother abt them le lo...n shouldnt juniors at least give some respect to me?haiz since my efforts r nt recognisable then forget it lo..things like ava is so slack onli i will noe wats really slack man..im nt like pin pointing at anyone or anything for making me feel like this now but itz really enough le lo..a small person like me dun deserve any respect ma?making fun is part of life but when everyone is going overboard ur life simply get miserable cause u get hurt so easily...sometimes it really v hurting lo but they juz dun realise it lo..juniors should at least show me some basic respect lo!i not there for u to make fun of should have a limit!dun make me flare up b4 u stop!
actually nt really complaining abt ppl making fun of me but juz v angry whenever ppl sae abt me in my cca when they dun see wat i do it v irritating to try to defend for urself but since the mouth is on others wat can i do?shall nt complain anymore..i noe wat i have done n i have nt let myself down. decided shall nt let this affect me anymore cause i noe that i did all my best gave my best n put in my utmost effort..someone told me todae..talk is cheap..wat ppl see is superficial yea i agree...onli ppl who doesnt do much will put other ppl down cause they wan show tt they r better...
beary hugss-6:58 PM